How to wake up inside?

I have a serious question here... I want to know how to see through my eyes like open doors... I want to lead myself down my own core, where I've become so so so numb... 

Without a soul, my spirit is trying to sleep in the cold. I need to find it there and lead it back home. 

How do you wake up? I need to wake up inside... I just... can't wake up... COME ON! WAKE ME UP! I'm sorry... Save... Me... Just call my name and save me from the dark. 

I'd bid my blood to run, before I come undone, but I can't save myself from the nothing I've become. 

Now that you know what I'm without... You can't just leave me, right? Just breathe into me... make me real... bring me to life... 

Bring me to life... Bring me to life... 

I'm frozen inside without your touch, without your love, darling. Only you... All the life among the dead. 

All of this, and I cant believe I couldn't see... I kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me. 

I've been sleeping for one thousand years, it seems. I've got to open my eyes to everything. 

I'm without a thought, without a voice... Without... A soul. Please, don't let me die here! There... There must be something more... Just bring me to life! 

Bring me to life! 

I've been living a lie! 

Bring me... to life...